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We All Need Mirrors to Remind Ourselves Who We Are
I'm No Different
12 June 2008 @ 03:19 pm
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17 August 2007 @ 01:31 am
why is everything i always wanted happening now when i am days away from leaving? i wouldn't trade this for the world..but i know it's going to cause me worlds of pain. i love him so much...
that's what you get when you let your heart win
30 July 2007 @ 11:52 pm
summer is finally almost over. it's definitely been a trip. so many more ups and downs than i could have imagined. i leave for seattle/canada in a week, then i'm home for 5 days, then i'm off to tallahassee. it's crazy to think that a month from now i'll be living on my own and away from all these people that have shaped the events of my life thus far. i can start feeling the urgence of summer. although some people are still trying to hold on. i've been deeply confused; its been a really hard situation for me. i waited two years to hear the words i finally hear today and i don't even want them. not to mention i can't commit to a thing. i don't want to hurt anyone...but i especially don't want to hurt myself. i'm just trying to make sense of all the things i've been through this summer. i tend to put myself in really shitty relationships, maybe on purpose. and even knowing that person isn't right for me..but i ignore all the terrible things they do and linger on the praiseworthy actions. but its time for a change. i'm just ready to start over i guess. need to let go...
i never meant to brag
but i got him where i wanted him now
i never meant to brag
but i got him where i wanted him now
Current Mood: 
confused
confusedCurrent Music: paramore [x] misery business
24 May 2007 @ 02:43 am
drunk09 May 2007 @ 08:17 pm
Current Mood: 
determined
determinedCurrent Music: regina spektor [x] fidelity
06 May 2007 @ 12:40 pm
i'm so over this bullllshit. so i'm stepping away from it, maybe it's time you don't step away with me. 'cause it obviously doesn't work. can't wait til i can't focus on AP exams now. FUCK this. i don't even believe what you say anymore.
saw captain kid last night, they were amazing. i'm so glad i got there. i hope everything works out for them in NY, they deserve it...
if you haven't heard them... www.myspace.com/captainkidrocks
give me something to believe in
'cause i don't believe in you anymore
and you told me how you're feeling
but i don't believe it's true anymore
it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you
saw captain kid last night, they were amazing. i'm so glad i got there. i hope everything works out for them in NY, they deserve it...
if you haven't heard them... www.myspace.com/captainkidrocks
give me something to believe in
'cause i don't believe in you anymore
and you told me how you're feeling
but i don't believe it's true anymore
it really makes me wonder
if i ever gave a fuck about you
Current Mood: 
lazy
lazyCurrent Music: everything [x] hooch
03 May 2007 @ 07:34 pm
tomorrow is my last actual day of classes...next week is going to be a joke, then i have one exam, then graduation. it's so strange that we've finally got here. it seems like just yesterday i was posting about how sad it was that the seniors last year were graduating. the time went by all too fast. and these next two weeks are going to feel like no time at all; ap exams, graduation partys, bacceloriate, commencement, and...our last summer together. i got my graduation dress today and it FINALLY set in that we're done with highschool, forever. i don't know if i'm exactly ready to leave. for many of the people i've grown up with, this will be my last month with them. i think when the time comes, i'll be able to part with my friends, my parents, my beautiful town, my job, and my comfort.
even as i left florida
far enough, far enough
wasn't far enough...
even as i left florida
far enough, far enough
wasn't far enough...
Current Mood: 
anxious
anxious13 April 2007 @ 11:51 am
what do i think?
i think i am the luckiest girl in the world.
i can get through anything with the people in my life, always.
despite the pathetic people trying to bring me down on my birthday, today was perfect
ruth's chris with the five people who matter the most to me
presents!
and hanging out with dustin after
i couldn't have asked for anything else
i'm already feeling older, more mature
new experiences
NuTh0ught: i ruv
NuTh0ught: even when you piss me off i still love you
used to be the reason you breathe now it's choking you up
when the act becomes the art of growing up
Current Music: smashing pumpkins [x] today
27 March 2007 @ 04:18 pm
it's been so long since i've updated. i guess a lots been going on. i've been doing pretty poorly in school, so i know it's not that...haha. i've been working a lot. i went to New Orleans over spring break to help the BCM program from UNF deconstruct houses with the Green Project. an experience for sure. we stayed in the 9th ward it was pretty ghetto. we're finally starting to get prom plans together...i hope everything works out the way we want it to hah...and NO DRAMA. ((yeah right)). things have been a little tougher lately, so i've been trying to work on my relationships with the people who matter most to me. i decided to go to FSU next year because i didn't feel like researching other colleges/spending a lot of money/going far from home. we'll see how it works out. i'm having a hard time getting serious about college.
( I'm talking champagne wishes... )
'cause baby girl's a queen...
but a queen's just a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves
'cause baby girl's a queen...
but a queen's just a pawn with a bunch of fancy moves
Current Mood: 
crazy
crazyCurrent Music: gym class heroes [x] shoot down the stars
02 January 2007 @ 05:06 pm
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19 June 2006 @ 12:31 am
( i'm a boss )
got pulled over today. but got that ticket lowered from 208 to 83. don't go 21 over in atlantic beach...never a good idea hahah.
tonight was especially fun
Current Music: damien rice [x] the professor
02 June 2006 @ 08:36 pm
POM'S PONTE VEDRA IS NO MORE....TOMORROW WE CLOSE
my life is ending as i know it
my life is ending as i know it
14 May 2006 @ 10:14 am
overall i'm extremely happy right now. so don't fuck this up for me.
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